Broke and Broken

I'm so broke. I'm so stressed I want to eat everything I see yet I'm damn near shitting my brains out at the same time. The people that have leaned on me are no better off than I am. I dunno, I dunno, I dunno.

When being nice back fires on you...

Well here I am again. I'm such a fucking bleeding heart. Here I am helping people out to the detriment of myself. I've cancelled two trips trying to act my wage all while I watch to people that have the benefit of my graciousness out and about enjoying themselves. I just don't know anymore.