Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Mid life crisis
Yup, I think it's happening. Outside looking in, it seems like I damn near have it all. However, I'm probably at one of the most unhappiest times of my life. I am not taking what I have for granted, I have a roof over my head, I don't have to worry about how I'm going to get my next meal & I have people around me that love me. I just feel like I'm not truly living. I had a conversation with my aunt that made me realize how much I'm not enjoying life right now. My life is pretty much a cycle of sleep, work, home. I'm missing out on friends, family & overall social life. I'd like to do some volunteer work, travel a little more, actually see my family on the holidays. But the decisions I've made that I thought would be good for me are in hindsight hindering me right now. I'm not one for rash decisions, but I'm going to make an effort to change to not let work consume me, to do more, to explore, to actually live happy. So it's time to sacrifice some things in order to actually enjoy life.
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