On a road trip with a few friends and I have the wonderful position of being the 5th wheel. Ohhh, what JOY!!! (there really needs to be a sarcasm font) I used to be okay with this I've played this roll more times than I can count. Lately though I've just been annoyed. So much so that as soon as I got in the car I popped a Xanax and I know that I will be taking quite a few more to get through the next couple of days. I'm not excited at. all. about this adventure.
I don't know why I've been getting annoyed by simplest things lately. I'm starting to think that I spend so much time by myself that I am become adverse to contact with people in my personal life. Somehow I do fine at work maybe cause there the mask is always on.
I'm going to really have to try hard this trip though. The mask has already slipped once and I can't continue to let it out. This is gonna be hard as shit. One friend reads people pretty good.
I'm normally always game for a road trip and I was dreading packing for this one. And if wasn't for the money that I already shelled out this awkward black girl would still be curled up in her blankets.
Lord, please allow me survive the next 48 hours without cracking.
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