Hmmm. You might be a wee bit fucked up in the head when a strange thought about suicide is on your brain. There has been many I time where I just wanted to end it all. And not in a joking matter either. Then I think, do I really want to put my family & friends through that? How disappointed would they be? How angry would they be with me?
I have come to the realization that I seek approval from those around me more than I seek approval from myself. Because in the state I am in now, if I gave zero fucks about what others thought of me.....
These bottles of Percocet & Xanax would probably do the job.
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